Plannings..? dreams..? do they always come out the way u wished them to be..?
since i was 15.. i thought of something else to be than wht i m nw.. i thought of becoming a soldier when i was 12.. then a cricketer when i was 17.. then again a soldier when i turned 20.
today i am an engineer.. and do no work that can actually please my soul. everything that i thought in my life was imperfect. my decisions.. my thoughts of living.. chasing my dreams.. everything associated to my life was termed imperfect. and that had to be done one day.. for the things i did.
i used to draw and paint.. something that no one in my close vicinity used to do. from far.. it looked like a magic.. but when a closer eye examined it.. remarks were.." its not that perfect the way it looked.." "but definitely .. its different.. ".
one day i thought to write something.. a poem or a piece.. it was incomplete but first viewers are your close ones and their views are always in their mind.. "its totally imperfect.. change this.. change that..". i grew from that age.. my words of expressions changed.. the direction of my life changed and so changed the views and the way i wrote.. but people close still say "it has to be more perfect.."
should i be sad..? or happy..? should i smile my way around or just be there in a corner to improve from my imperfection..? its the way i have been doing since years.. to be someone who is imperfect in all the things he do..
there have been many a times when i dearly wished that my work gets appreciated.. but some moves you make in life are definitely not the best. someone perfect is always there in the world to prove your imperfection. sometimes a gentle praise can push a milestone a mile ahead when you want to travel world.
my journey is full of people who have their milestones.. their destination fixed. i m still striving to be someone different.. to be someone great.. to be a known face in the world..
i want to be imperfectly different.. because u r different when u r not the same and with some imperfections behind you.. u always improve..
