This is in continuation to this story :
http://www.jasmit-arora.blogspot.in/2012/07/jasbir-and-shruti-have-been-living.html
Okay.. almost 2 yrs have passed.. I met this girl the next day.. I will say it took me so much time to write about her because I was too much occupied with her thoughts.. just like I am right now.. too late I know.. almost 5:00 AM.. but .. kya karein..?
I met her at Mc D. I was late.. when I sleep late.. I wake up late.. I rushed towards Mc D. She was there.. I could see from the glass door.. she was looking at her watch.. slowly putting her strands of hair behind her ears.. she slowly turned towards the door and found me standing outside blankly staring at her and observing her.. A smile erupted on her face.. but she did well to hide it and made a fake angry face.
I stepped inside. said "Hi." she said.. "I am leaving".. and I was like.. "What?? Why.?? Sorry..!! please..!!".. she smiled. I started breathing again.
then I kept listening to her.. i watched how her hands moved.. and then how she blinked her eyes.. how her fingers moved and played with her hair.. and then i heard her screaming.."hello.. mister.. your name..?" I dont know how many times she might have actually asked this question before I actually listened to her.. I said "Jasmit. Whats yours..?"
Then I was again drinking her words. I saw.. she wore red nail polish. A blue shirt.. blue ear rings.. and the best smile. Her eyes.. deep brown.. and kohl all around them. Her dusky complexion made me tell her "you are very beautiful..".
she was probably saying something when I interrupted her with this blatant statement of mine.. she was like.. where did this come from.. I continued.. "I woke up late.. otherwise I planned to come with a ring.."
"Ring..?? OMG.. why..??"
"Why..?? Why should I bring a ring..??"
"Dont tell me you have actually brought the ring.."
"No.. I planned.. but I haven't.."
"Good you didn't.."
"Why..?"
"It would have been very difficult to say No.."
"Why would you say No..?"
"Chalo.. got to go.. already late"
I came with her to the auto stand.. found an auto.. and then as she said her last bye.. i motioned if we can hug she said.. "No".
Okay.. thats okay.. ya thats okay..
I waved her good bye. I came back. I didn't know what to do. Its almost 2 years am still trying to figure out the hows, the whys. Anyway.. She says I am "Off Track" .. and I feel what happened .. happened as always..
P.S. : I feel.. whatever happened wasn't good..
http://www.jasmit-arora.blogspot.in/2012/07/jasbir-and-shruti-have-been-living.html
Okay.. almost 2 yrs have passed.. I met this girl the next day.. I will say it took me so much time to write about her because I was too much occupied with her thoughts.. just like I am right now.. too late I know.. almost 5:00 AM.. but .. kya karein..?
I met her at Mc D. I was late.. when I sleep late.. I wake up late.. I rushed towards Mc D. She was there.. I could see from the glass door.. she was looking at her watch.. slowly putting her strands of hair behind her ears.. she slowly turned towards the door and found me standing outside blankly staring at her and observing her.. A smile erupted on her face.. but she did well to hide it and made a fake angry face.
I stepped inside. said "Hi." she said.. "I am leaving".. and I was like.. "What?? Why.?? Sorry..!! please..!!".. she smiled. I started breathing again.
then I kept listening to her.. i watched how her hands moved.. and then how she blinked her eyes.. how her fingers moved and played with her hair.. and then i heard her screaming.."hello.. mister.. your name..?" I dont know how many times she might have actually asked this question before I actually listened to her.. I said "Jasmit. Whats yours..?"
Then I was again drinking her words. I saw.. she wore red nail polish. A blue shirt.. blue ear rings.. and the best smile. Her eyes.. deep brown.. and kohl all around them. Her dusky complexion made me tell her "you are very beautiful..".
she was probably saying something when I interrupted her with this blatant statement of mine.. she was like.. where did this come from.. I continued.. "I woke up late.. otherwise I planned to come with a ring.."
"Ring..?? OMG.. why..??"
"Why..?? Why should I bring a ring..??"
"Dont tell me you have actually brought the ring.."
"No.. I planned.. but I haven't.."
"Good you didn't.."
"Why..?"
"It would have been very difficult to say No.."
"Why would you say No..?"
"Chalo.. got to go.. already late"
I came with her to the auto stand.. found an auto.. and then as she said her last bye.. i motioned if we can hug she said.. "No".
Okay.. thats okay.. ya thats okay..
I waved her good bye. I came back. I didn't know what to do. Its almost 2 years am still trying to figure out the hows, the whys. Anyway.. She says I am "Off Track" .. and I feel what happened .. happened as always..
P.S. : I feel.. whatever happened wasn't good..
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