its 1:40 A.M. displaying on the screen right now and m not able to sleep.. something is disturbing me... and i dont know why i am writing this.. may be something's running in back of my mind that will actually come off later..
right now.. ravi is drowned and is searching some code that the great late da Vinci left for Mr. dan brown to write and ravi to read.. and saurabh trying to sleep behind me... but maybe the screen light is affecting him.. and he expects me to shut down the system soon..
expectations... hopes.. aspirations.. dreams... and LIFE..!! all these words are so interrelated that one actually forgets the fact of life.. the gift gifted.. to be HAPPY..
who doesnt expects..?? me u or they..? everyone grows up wid some expectations.. some dreams that he hopes to get fulfilled wid time.. but it solely depends on people to whom u expect.. every expectation is a question.. that has an answer..
a wise person said.."people who expect more.. loose more cause they rely on others for the deed to be done..".. now this person was called wise cause these words actually reflected truth n wisdom. all this arise due to relationships.. root cause being affection, trust and belief.
the gifts of affection gets returned by covers of expectations.. the rudeness of friends gets reflected with the breaking of expectations.. some smiles are favored and bonding create in the fair of expectations.. people all around with empty hearts fill in expectations.. of love.. of success.. of favors.. of happiness.
i have seen humans living in expectations of aims.. just to lead their lives.. dependent on some one to help them.. cruise through the ocean of fire.. carve a path.. that destines to salvation..
and i exist in the same ocean.. just as a drop.. having little to get affected but a lot to fulfill someone else's Expectations...
i get hurt when m not full on some one's thoughts.. when m not the figure the way they crafted about me.. when i am a failure when some one is riding on me and my success.. i am a simple man.. who only knows.. neither to expect.. nor to get to know about others expectations from you..
lead a simple and free life.. its a single birth.. live on ur terms.. cause answers of expectations wont be always sweet..
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